May mayhem & some Jesus

Happy Thursday to you all! I hope May has been treating you well. Miss Neenee has gotten out of school & is in full swing of doing nothing. But not to speak too soon. Basketball & cheer practice starts like in a week. Yesterday, when I was at work, I called to check on her & her Daddy. She had cooked biscuits. He fried tenderloin and made eggs for breakfast. They are stinkers. I told him I bet they were going to be involved in crazy shenanigans like that all summer long. He agreed it was more than a probability.

Mama passed away 15 years ago-May 24th, 2002. So blessed this world had her for 55 years.

I’m not sure if it’s because my mama ain’t here to tell me what to do anymore, but sometimes I get in a rut. With all the things I have to do I run myself in a tiz sometimes. And y’all. I know you can’t pour from an empty cup, but I have a hard time recharging at times. Just taking a break & sitting back & planning what should come next is not something I do a lot. We just go & go & stuff just happens. Before I can turn around one good time, school’s out & I have been flailed into summer. (Or so I feel like I am flying through the air, about to crash.) How much more chaos will there be, before it all stops?

That’s when I have to remember what Jesus has done in the past- in the name of

“What in the world are we going to do?”

Matthew 14 tells about a time that Jesus had been tending to a big crowd of people.

14 And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick. (NKJV)

That evening His disciples were ready to wrap everything up. They came to the Lord & told him to send everybody away, so that the crowd could go buy themselves food in the villages. To the disciples, I’m sure they may have been thinking,

1. It’s supper time. We are hungry.

2. It’s supper time. These folks are hungry.

3. It’s supper time. This is the wilderness. WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE WE GOING TO DO?

But you know what? Jesus knew what they were going to do.

19 Then He commanded the multitudes to sit down on the grass. And He took the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, He blessed and broke and gave the loaves to the disciples; and the disciples gave to the multitudes. (NKJV)

Jesus told them to sit down. And you know what those people did? They sat down. They didn’t run around saying, “No, I think I would rather go back to town to eat.” Or “Yeah, we appreciate this, but I have this allergy to fish & this is just not going to work for me.” Or was anyone asking, “Is the bread gluten free?”

No. Just no. These folks trusted & obeyed & received a beautiful miracle.

How hard is it for us to “sit down” and trust the Lord? No questions. No wringing your hands. No, “But God, I think things should work my way, not Yours.” You may say, “Well, now you’re just getting into my business.” Well, if you are in the business of not trusting the Lord, then, I guess I am. I am guilty. Very guilty of wanting things my way right now. But you know, I have to remember. Remember that if I trust in the Lord, & give Him my faith, it will be given back to me shaken down & running over.

Luke 6:38 Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into your bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you.”(NKJV)

Now how good is that news??

I am so glad you came by to visit with me today. While I have you here, let me tell you about Miss Neenee getting some awards at the Athletic Banquet at school. She got recognized for playing softball, basketball, and the weight lifting award.  Because what good is a girl that can make the best drop biscuits in the world, if she can’t lift 110 lbs.? She also got an award for all A’s, for the year. That was at the awards program at school at 9:30am one day. I didn’t get a picture of that, because I do this weird thing called , “Have a job” which prevents me from being at the school, at all hours of the day. Nonetheless, we are very proud of this kid.

Here she is, this year, with one of her besties.

Or maybe this is the one from this year….. I forget.

My heart is torn out right now. I have to be going because I will be bawling my eyes out over the less than obvious years that have passed and how big these babies have gotten. Oh and I should be washing clothes.

photo credit: pinterest

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